"feeling something for a friend, is the sweetest suicide"

I just got home from CAT training and the entire school day. Nothing new to share for this day. Well, last Wednesday, we prepared 3 cocktail drinks for our bartending topic in TLE. I had 5 shots that made me so tipsy. I don`t drink hard. Even light or whatever. I drink wine, occasionally. Then, I am having rashes which I dunno where it came from. GAWD. Freaky.

If you`re wondering about the double-quotationed thing up there, well, it`s nothing. :) LoL. I fell in love with a good friend, which was accidentally my guy's companion. It was actually a secret between my friends and my ex as well [who is soon to be MINE pa rin, hopefully.]. Thank God he is really understanding. He is considerate that the "fall" thing is just the fruit of out not-so-nice situation right now. I don`t really no. I`m so puzzled, until now. I just thank God that all things are settled now. Mr. Fall and I are back to friends after he got mad upon knowing my feelings for him, but little did I know, he also did. Gulo no? And when we`re arguing, it was such a co-incidence that i`m listening to Jazon Mraz`s song. I dunno what title that is, but there`s a line there which says: "lucky, i`m in love with my bestfriend." I love my guy, Kevin, but there are things that complicates us. He don`t listen to me. I`m having second thoughts & i`m not sure that I can still give him the benefit of the doubt. HELP ME NOW.

Enough with the LOVE thing. Well, UPCAT will be on August 3. Almost One Week left for me. I`m not having good expectations. I just want to try. Nothing to be ashamed. And I already paid. Ehe. :) I`m not so sure about the course that i`ll be taking. But I want Mass Communication. Which. gr.

This is all for now. I just wanted to thank my dearest friend, Trisha for the help and advices. & most especially, Kevin. :) *hug to you both.

Oh, my www[dot]scorpioisruling[dot]blogspot[dot]com, how i`ve been longing to post an entry. Thank God, after a decade our computer`s working na. wheew.

Well, my for the past weeks, months, and all, lots of things happened. I just can`t mention them one by one. You know, it`ll take plenty of time. For now, I am just SO grateful that this time, I am typing my ramblings here on my main blog. `cause I`ve been posting an entry on my multiply account, since it`s pretty hard to access on blogspot especially if I just rented a computer. Ye know.

We`ve had our CAT trainings for the past couple of weeks. And this coming Friday will be our Fourth CAT training. Every Saturdays, we attend our NCAE review. Also an outlet for UPCAT review. Gawd, I am so so [you insert a word here. ((; ].

Last Saturday, after our NCAE review, we shopped at ATC.