"feeling something for a friend, is the sweetest suicide"

I just got home from CAT training and the entire school day. Nothing new to share for this day. Well, last Wednesday, we prepared 3 cocktail drinks for our bartending topic in TLE. I had 5 shots that made me so tipsy. I don`t drink hard. Even light or whatever. I drink wine, occasionally. Then, I am having rashes which I dunno where it came from. GAWD. Freaky.

If you`re wondering about the double-quotationed thing up there, well, it`s nothing. :) LoL. I fell in love with a good friend, which was accidentally my guy's companion. It was actually a secret between my friends and my ex as well [who is soon to be MINE pa rin, hopefully.]. Thank God he is really understanding. He is considerate that the "fall" thing is just the fruit of out not-so-nice situation right now. I don`t really no. I`m so puzzled, until now. I just thank God that all things are settled now. Mr. Fall and I are back to friends after he got mad upon knowing my feelings for him, but little did I know, he also did. Gulo no? And when we`re arguing, it was such a co-incidence that i`m listening to Jazon Mraz`s song. I dunno what title that is, but there`s a line there which says: "lucky, i`m in love with my bestfriend." I love my guy, Kevin, but there are things that complicates us. He don`t listen to me. I`m having second thoughts & i`m not sure that I can still give him the benefit of the doubt. HELP ME NOW.

Enough with the LOVE thing. Well, UPCAT will be on August 3. Almost One Week left for me. I`m not having good expectations. I just want to try. Nothing to be ashamed. And I already paid. Ehe. :) I`m not so sure about the course that i`ll be taking. But I want Mass Communication. Which. gr.

This is all for now. I just wanted to thank my dearest friend, Trisha for the help and advices. & most especially, Kevin. :) *hug to you both.