Lets start this off with the one that hurts the most. Hours ago, Kevin sent me a message about US. He told me that we'll be better off without communication. For him, it's better that way. For me, it's not. :( I think that is just for the mean time. In my mind, I know things will be okay soon. I miss him terribly. It's hard to gave up after all the things we went through. He's a big part of my life. I'm really fortunate to have someone like him. I know not ALL things are meant to be with me, but somehow, I was able to spent few moments of my life with no one but HIM. I understand if you won't have the eagerness to be friends with me. It's hard. Really. But hopefully, I can live with it soon. It's not easy to lose you. :(

Secondly, I am an ONLY child. NO sister. NO brother. No one to call ate or kuya, or someone to call me ate with my same DNA. I've never posted an entry about this. Well, last week my mom reveal it to me, positive, she's pregnant! I'm filled with joy. 15 years of hoping to have a sibling is a very long wait, I even came to the point where I accepted that it won't happen and it's only going to be ME. I hope momma's pregnancy will be fine all through out. Her scheduled month to gave birth is June. I'll stick to my prayers for my mom's safe pregnancy. Pray for us too. :) I love you, Lord. :)