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I was awaken by my phone's alarm at 1:00 AM since Harvey told me to do so. I woke up reading my classmates' greetings for my birthday. It was so sweet that they bothered to greet me that early. Thanks HARVEY, Mikka, Cyrus, Trisha, and Patty :) It was just then I realized, I'm not Fifteen, neither fourteen, thirteen..........and so on. But I'm a hell of a SWEET SIXTEEN! :) I've had a blast yesterday. I went out with my well-loved Harvey. It was so FUN for me and I enjoyed every single minute of being with him. We also met Ate after we ate. She was there for a shoe and bag shopping spree when we went to see her. Thank You so much Harvey for spending the day with me yesterday :) and for being so kewl! ILOVEYOU. [wag ka mag-red pag binasa mo to! ;D]

THANK YOU to all those who greeted me in advance.
THANK YOU ate for giving me the cheap pair of flats :D.
THANK YOU my folks for making my day.
THANK YOU to all the strangers and people I know who wished for me.
and lastly.....
THANK YOU HARVEY for your efforts and spending the day yesterday and today with ME :)
I promise to love you more and more each day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
JAMIE.

IT HAS BEEN....

Minutes since I received Harvey's text message.
Hours since I got home from El Filibusterismo play.
Almost a day since tita knew about my pingoo.
15 YEARS of existence and few more days for my sixteenth :)

Honestly, I don't feel that coming. It seemed to be the same. The usual way I use to live. Well, something and somehow, it would be different. :) It feels like it has been decade when I last celebrated my birthday on a weekend. And is sort of weird. And I AM NOT WEIRD, I'M JUST GIFTED. Hahaha. (I've just seen that though on someone's badge.) Well, I am excited for tomorrow. Early birthday bash with pingoo. That would be a blast :)) Then, I'll meet Trisha as well. Speaking of birthdays, I was over the phone with Alvir earlier, because I greeted him using Cyrus' phone. Happy Birthday to the twins! :) Reunion? :D I don't know yet.

I don't have much to post. Blogspot is just way too lucky that Friendster is a big pile of shit and I can't access. You'll be hearing from me soon. :)
Sorry for my bitterness. Just like what you said: "Bitter is Better".
hahahaha. I have bunches of heartbeat for YOU. *smooches*

What's up readers? :) I`m so happy I was able to see Jorenz again. After few days, weeks, and months. Well, few glaze with yesterday. I didn't go to school in the morning since I accompanied my mother at the hospital for pregnancy check-up. After the whole process, I went to school at around 12 PM. Trisha wasn't around so I was with Harvey. I went home first and then we went somewhere. At around 8 PM, I went at the hospital again to visit grammy since she was admitted because of Asthma. I was happy that day! T`was tiring but then, it was.. I don't know which word to use. But, we sort of fought before ending the day. Slept at around 12 AM. Grr. =| You know what's new with what I feel? You know, you know? Well, SECRET! :) I was bursting yesterday. We ate at SEX (Sinangag Express) two times in a row and it makes me feel the need to hurl. Gawd.

Here take a short glimpse:

Emett, Rosalie, Esme, EDWARD!, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper
THE CULLENS.

Can't resist it. Gaawd. Adrenaline Rush. EDWARD CULLEN is Robert Pattinson in Harry Potter. And he was Cedric Diggory. The one that Voldemort killed. Too much story huh? I'll stop it. xD End of my entry here.
Happy Birthday to my mom! Wishing for her safe and smooth pregnancy. Lots of Love.

Second day of November-- Happy Birthday and Welcome back, Edu! :)

Last night, I was watching Tyra at ETC and it was about different creature. People they get to interview are vampires. I don't even believe with that persona that those people ever existed. I am just fond of seeing them through comic books and movies. I don't know if that's just for the show's sake or what. There was a woman who cut someone's chest with a blade or something and after, he just played with the blood with her bare hands, and she seemed to be amused by it. Weird. I dunno if that's real. er. But I was sort of interested, especially that the book that I go gaga for is about those blood suckers (that's how Jacob Black used to call the Cullens). And mind you, I skipped few chapters and men, it was now very interesting. Once you read a single page, you can't resist but continue. That's why I was able to do something at the cemetery :).

Speaking of that, I was with my family at Manila Memorial Park yesterday. We left home at around 2 AM and reached home before 5 PM. Too bad Ate Jag and Jc weren't with us. T'was the first time we weren't complete. And, I already miss Jorenz :( I haven't seen him for months. He was bitten by a dog, and hell, I dunno how that happened. People are so careless. I am also thankful that her mother, Jem, is well now. She's been spending days in ICU lately because of Dengue. I don't just know if she undergone Blood Transfution because I wasn't able to visit her.

I made this last week. I just wasn't sure of posting this :D

FLY :] flies. borrowed harvey's shutter :)

School's on again tomorrow. I am having mixed emotions. Excited and sloth enough. Excited, because..* and sloth because I despise school works. I've said it enough. I want to have a new blog and have new updates. I'm just bothered by my previous posts. This blog has been almost 3 years? or on. IDK. Well, till here people. I don't know if I can update much soon. Since, school's will be much freaky. And damn it, duty again on Friday! :(

I want Haagen Dazs! :)

It's the last day of October and tomorrow, Welcome Birthday Month! :) Later, we'll head to Manila Memorial Park to visit my Great Grandfather's sepulcher again. As always. I think it will way too boring since Ate and Jc won't be with us. Fcuk. Thank God, semestral break is only for three days. Or else, I'll be bored to death and I'll miss him much. Gawd.
Last Tuesday, seniors prepared a so-called Haunted House also to raise the school funds. We just lend a help, and it was freaking hot inside! It was sort of fun but tiring. :D Then, here it comes--sembreak= spoonful of BOREDOM.

Joms, Cj, James, and Renz :)

Harvey, Me, Ate Vern, and Trisha. Going home :)
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Can you tell me WHY past still lingers? Tell me, why? :( I'm really puzzled why sometimes, past still hurt. I know everything is MY fault. Possessively, it's all mine. END HERE. I promise I won't post a entry with a little phrase about him. I want to be happy with my present. I just wish it will be worth and is MUCH than my past. Because, guilty as charge, my past is real good and something I won't forget. *breathe

Gawd, I caught myself addicted to Panic! at the Disco's, Lying is the most fun a girl can do without taking her clothes off. That's what I've been listening again and again. :) I love it. Till here online readers. Can't post much. I miss you, my penguin :(.

HELLO ONLINE WORLD! :) i missed blogging. But I don't think I have much stuffs to share about. Well, for the previous weeks and days, my LIFE has been a blast! Both happy and sad. And there are sort of things that I shouldn't utter here since it's way too private. This month is a real OCT-TROUBLE! I've always been blogging that Me and Kevin's already done. Ended chapter and so on. Yes it is. I guess. But not for the friendship thing. I hope so. Sorry for all my stupidity. Gawd. NO BLOG ABOUT CUPID FOR NOW--OK? Good, then. Yesterday was our school's UN program. Usherettes again, as always. First time to be given a part in the program. :D cross-swords. The only shit happened, is that Aldrin's sword always get stuck-up. So there. But it was done, hmm.. well. But not much. :) I reached home at aroung 8:30 PM. And BTW, Belated Happy Birthday, Pa! :) I was supposed to post this entry the day before yesterday but something hell happened with our internet connection. always, always DSL. fcuktard.

Or should I say, bitter 16? :D haha. OMG, 2 more years, I'll be 18 na. If ever, my lil brother/sister is 2 YO then.

here's the cover :)

Till here people. Please pray for my cousin's girlfriend whose in ICU right now. Been praying for her fast recovery. CIAO people.