Hello my journal. How I've missed typing for you. I have been very this week about quite lots of things that comes with a single word-PROJECTS! I'm so pressured. At last, our THE project (the Film Making) is already done. Thank you, Lord. :) I repeated lots of things with it, I've started to add the sequence of the movie at 9 AM and after all the all-over-again stuff there, I end up doing it until 7 PM. No exaggeration, it's true. Gawd. More projects. Oh, exhaustion. shax. Here, I'll share:

(*)MAPEH-Film making

Plus, loads of long tests and the examination! So tiring. I need to embrace the essence of summer. haha. Highschool dance will be on Friday. I have fitted around 9 gowns, and as of now, I haven't chose any from them. I'll try to take a picture of all of them, and post it. :) Then, I think, I won't be having enough sleep because the next day will be the Youth Conference at Olivarez College. Oh, men. Then, I only have one day to review if I won't be able to browse notes this week for the exams. The thing is, that day's my aunt's birthday and they were planning to go to Tagaygay. What would I do now?? Help! If ever I will end up being in the conference, it'll be the first family affair that I won't be able to join just because of a school stuff.

I am so confused. I know that there were LOTS of people who's sort of devil-ed. Hmm, lessen the way you think with that word. I mean, people who're so careless about what they do and speak. Envy? I guess. I don't really know. What did I do with those people for them to throw things like I am making "career" of such stuffs. I dont care. Sa inyo na lahat! Gawd. Kevin told me not to do something about it. He's right, probably. People like that is not worth to waste time with. SHE have done it also with someone. I am not stupid enough to blurt the things I know about you, just don't try my temptations.

Enough of the un-explainable feeling I have right now. Tomorrow will be our trial for Chemistry Experiments. I am so excited about what would happen. hahaha. :)

At last, CAT deliberation is OVER. I almost fainted for the non-stop exercise, I was in desperate need for colors that time. My color was turning different as well as my sight. I was about to hurl and yeah, it happened. EW. gross? I thought that I can't make myself reach the deliberation part and I thought that I don't even have a little amount of stamina left enough for the exceeding activities. After the whole thing, we ate lunch through boodle fight [the best boodle fight ever!] but I wasn't hungry at all, I felt something different because of the table spices we were obliged to drink. My skin is covered with bruises. jawk! XD i've got quite actually. I felt overjoyed upon knowing it's done, and now, I feel it's opposite. Bravo spoke to me. About the things I am lacking of, I need to improve them. I am not expecting, yes I have a lot of expectations, no, NO! God, am I suffering from melancholy? nah. no. I am glad and grateful enough about bravo's support and help. Thank you, Kuya Marklene. -insert not so happy face here- For me, he is the BEST batallion commander. He is willing to defend his cadets, and I am full of shame for giving him such dissapointments. Anyways, I am happy were already through with wearing hairet all day during schooldays. Wearing our PE shirt, tacked-in. *relief


ed to stop utter-ing things about my depressing CAT life. I started watching my new and not-so nice movie marathon--Brothers&Sisters. More about Family and perplexing decisions. I hope there'll be another season for the movies I have recently watched. Which includes: Desperate Housewives, Prison Break, Kyle XY, and Grey's anatomy. And I am ecstatic about Desperate Housewives and Grey's. God, McDreamy! :) haha. I miss watching while pigging-out. XD I've been quite inclined with watching Heroes as well. More of Fiction, and I didn't like it. Though Hayden was so pretty. no lesbo, FYI!