♥ Friday, October 31, 2008
TRICK OR TREAT! Happy Halloween, people! :)
It's the last day of October and tomorrow, Welcome Birthday Month! :) Later, we'll head to Manila Memorial Park to visit my Great Grandfather's sepulcher again. As always. I think it will way too boring since Ate and Jc won't be with us. Fcuk. Thank God, semestral break is only for three days. Or else, I'll be bored to death and I'll miss him much. Gawd.
Last Tuesday, seniors prepared a so-called Haunted House also to raise the school funds. We just lend a help, and it was freaking hot inside! It was sort of fun but tiring. :D Then, here it comes--sembreak= spoonful of BOREDOM.
Joms, Cj, James, and Renz :)
Harvey, Me, Ate Vern, and Trisha. Going home :)more pictures on my multiply site. Add me for photo access.
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Can you tell me WHY past still lingers? Tell me, why? :( I'm really puzzled why sometimes, past still hurt. I know everything is MY fault. Possessively, it's all mine. END HERE. I promise I won't post a entry with a little phrase about him. I want to be happy with my present. I just wish it will be worth and is MUCH than my past. Because, guilty as charge, my past is real good and something I won't forget. *breathe
Gawd, I caught myself addicted to Panic! at the Disco's,
Lying is the most fun a girl can do without taking her clothes off. That's what I've been listening again and again. :) I love it. Till here online readers. Can't post much.
I miss you, my penguin :(.
♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008
HELLO ONLINE WORLD! :) i missed blogging. But I don't think I have much stuffs to share about. Well, for the previous weeks and days, my LIFE has been a blast! Both happy and sad. And there are sort of things that I shouldn't utter here since it's way too private. This month is a real OCT-TROUBLE! I've always been blogging that Me and Kevin's already done. Ended chapter and so on. Yes it is. I guess. But not for the friendship thing. I hope so. Sorry for all my stupidity. Gawd. NO BLOG ABOUT CUPID FOR NOW--OK? Good, then. Yesterday was our school's UN program. Usherettes again, as always. First time to be given a part in the program. :D cross-swords. The only shit happened, is that Aldrin's sword always get stuck-up. So there. But it was done, hmm.. well. But not much. :) I reached home at aroung 8:30 PM. And BTW, Belated Happy Birthday, Pa! :) I was supposed to post this entry the day before yesterday but something hell happened with our internet connection. always, always DSL. fcuktard.
I'm done reading TWILIGHT. Which leads me to the next book, NEW MOON :) I am now attached to the Cullen World. With every description about Edward Cullen, you could just imagine how good-looking he is. Can't wait for November 29. Because it will be on theatres! :) My tita also goes gaga over that book. That's why I was able to read new moon. haha.I don't need to use my own money to but myself since I can borrow hers naman. Stephenie Meyer is such a good writer. I already skipped Nancy Drew and I've only read two books of it. Its always about mysteries that's why you won't have butteflies in your stomach while reading it. Hm. Speaking of November 29, the month.. Less than a month, I'll turn Sweet 16.
Or should I say, bitter 16? :D haha. OMG, 2 more years, I'll be 18 na. If ever, my lil brother/sister is 2 YO then.
here's the cover :)Till here people. Please pray for my cousin's girlfriend whose in ICU right now. Been praying for her fast recovery. CIAO people.
♥ Sunday, October 05, 2008
There are TWO things to blog about. The boyfriend who just bid goodbye, a sibling to be welcomed soon.
Lets start this off with the one that hurts the most. Hours ago, Kevin sent me a message about US. He told me that we'll be better off without communication. For him, it's better that way. For me, it's not. :( I think that is just for the mean time. In my mind, I know things will be okay soon. I miss him terribly. It's hard to gave up after all the things we went through. He's a big part of my life. I'm really fortunate to have someone like him. I know not ALL things are meant to be with me, but somehow, I was able to spent few moments of my life with no one but HIM. I understand if you won't have the eagerness to be friends with me. It's hard. Really. But hopefully, I can live with it soon. It's not easy to lose you. :(
Secondly, I am an ONLY child.
NO sister. NO brother. No one to call
ate or
kuya, or someone to call me
ate with my same DNA. I've never posted an entry about this. Well, last week my mom reveal it to me, positive, she's pregnant! I'm filled with joy. 15 years of hoping to have a sibling is a very long wait, I even came to the point where I accepted that it won't happen and it's only going to be ME. I hope momma's pregnancy will be fine all through out. Her scheduled month to gave birth is June. I'll stick to my prayers for my mom's safe pregnancy. Pray for us too. :) I love you, Lord. :)
School again tomorrow. Torture. OMG. Well, few months more..Goodbye High school, Hello College Life! I won't see Kevin that often. Though we're no longer a couple. ugh. Till here. Goodnight readers. I miss YOU. :(
♥ Thursday, October 02, 2008
Falling in love once is typical. Twice, is confounding. And falling in love thrice, is dim-witted! Being infatuated is part of everyone's existence, but in my situation, being hooked with three people at the same time is so perplexing and I think my sanity is soon to be thrown away. And hey, maybe you're thinking that I'm having relationships with these people collectively, that's definitely a big NO! I'm really mystified. Everything is a mistake. I just don't really know what to do. *SIGH*
I don't want these entry to be full of nothing but my grief and misery. Sleepless nights, I guess that explains it. Well, school is on again. Yesterday has been a blast. No classes, grool Jackets, sumptuous Manhattan Meatlovers and Charlie Chan, FIC, and the whole strolling thing. Idle life, I love it! I know you also do. :) I was having plans of working on my Filipino project. But, I was really distracted when our internet connection's back. Yeey. Internet, my ecstacy. So everything I've planned is ruined. I somehow gained a skill point though, Twilight, I read. I just can't recall with what chapter I am now.
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Jamie and Jag at Yello Cab :)First Friday mass tomorrow plus exam in Algebra. Logarithm. Study, that's probably what I should be doing by now :p
Joms, Cj, James, and Renz :)
Harvey, Me, Ate Vern, and Trisha. Going home :)
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Jamie and Jag at Yello Cab :)